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Realization

I understood I never actually loved you. Not because you were there with me,  Not...

Love without a body

A love without a body still trying to touch you.  Can you feel it, NZ?...

Who suffers?

 Who suffers, Adrian?!  Those who do everything deeply.  They love deeply,  They think deeply,  They...

Changemakers

 Harmony of thoughts, words and deeds can make one a wholesome person,  If your actions...

Darker on Skin

 They said that when the henna on the skin gets darker after removal, and the...

Ordinary

Ordinary spreads quietly on the shore sideways, not like fire but rust settling on iron....

Dissection of Modern Love

 You know Adrian,  Why some people pushes away other people?!  They are afraid.  They are...

Chosen

I know Adrian, that you may love me abounds,  More than oceans, more than the...

Underground Woman

 You know, there was a lady locked in the castle  crying so loud that every...

Midas Touch

There is a wave of sadness in my eyes. Deep-profound- unsettling! There is a wave...

Quick Fix

There is no quick fix for a person that has engraved a name so deeply...

Still I remember you

Some people soften remembering their forsaken ones. Their voice loses its sharpness,  Their anger flies...

Divine Prayer

May Almighty, in his immeasurable capacity and wisdom with his trembling mercy never weave my...

Migratory Life

There is a strange grief reserved for those of us who have lived our lives...

I wish I didn’t outgrow anyone

I wish I was not this ambitious for every direction I have gone demanded me...

Silent Love

 Silently, I have loved you for decades,  Silently, I have chanted your name for thousand...

What We Couldn’t Be!

Life could have been different, Adrian, with you by my side! You and me hand...

Quality

I am a big fan of your qualities, Adrian.  You know casual love adventures cannot...

Rules of Love

Adam, tell the young petals to learn the rules of love before  falling in love...

Wooden Chair

A girl with flat eyes in the west flat  sits regularly on the wooden chair...

2015

 I am crying my heart out,  My lungs are screaming and whimpering in agony. After...

Surrender

We keep reliving our trauma again and again until we heal.  Every encounter teach me...

Diva

Goddess, you are a diva.  A soul unleashed from heavens,  Not for the weak, not...

Do you think people die?

Do you think people die from lack of love? Adam?! Don’t you see them living,...

Staple

When time dictates you to leave,  Things get messy-unorganized,  Matters unsolved,  Your mind occupied.  Occupied...

Skin

After leaving you as if I have left my skin.  Now, I am bare naked. ...

Appetite

You were my appetite, Now, I am in a conflicting dilemma. I want you in...

Black Widow

A black widow in the passageway,  Always waiting, always recalibrating,  But never initiating.  She is...

Ghost of me

The girl with long, straight black hair and straight eyes looks into you, Looks through...

Connoisseur of Art

In the eyes of the beholder, dried flowers are beautiful—Their colors muted, Their edges curled...

Envelope of Love

After losing you, I learned how silence can grow teeth— How it can bite through...

Postmodern Woman

A post-modern woman of technology doesn’t sit at home crying.  A post-modern woman of integrity...

A Thug Snail

Loneliest in the crowd,  Saddest amongst the happiest,  Complicated but not fabricated,  Authentic but appears...

Brick by Brick

 Brick by brick I have built myself, Picked from the abyss— dust still clinging to...

Emotional Minimalism

If you eat all alone, Roam and vibe alone.  And, you share nothing with anyone,...

Escaping the Prison

I want to escape from the prison of my mind  that keeps playing your name...

Postconventional

I am not a monument. My identity is not fixed nor can it be traded,...

Cupid & Psyche- Part 2

Cupid’s Answer to Her Truth  …..Where divine anger meets divine desire So you speak, Psyche…....

Cupid & Psyche: Part 4

  Echoes of the Unclaimed  Years have passed. Psyche walks through a winter street, Her hair...

Cupid & Psyche- Final Epilogue

A Dream of the Lost Archer  Psyche drifts in a twilight garden, Where roses bloom...

Deconstructed Beautifully

Ya Rab deconstructs beautifully.  Look at his patterns,  Can you understand his psychology?!  See the...

Mid Night Prayers

Ascend.  Call your Rab. He is listening.  Uplift that exhausted soul, Awaken your tired asleep...

Insignificant Human Beings

 I don’t love or cherish or adore any humans anymore, Though, I try my level...

A Story of The Bug and The Wisdom Tree

Yes, we had love but it couldn’t evolve. Evolve into the quiet one that would...

Dad’s DNA

My dad’s DNA is rocking, Cause I knew in this race his DNA was always...

Believer

My religious beliefs belong to my personal space,  It can’t be politicized.  I lay down...

A Promise from the Fate

 I know I began late, but, I promise, I will end it in a most...

Reimaging Life with AI and Preventing Psychosis

Reimagining our Lives with AI and Preventing Psychosis By Farheen Akter Bhuian The world is...