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I know Adrian, that you may love me abounds, 

More than oceans, more than the Atlanta and 

still not chose me. 

Because, deep inside you know what I trigger in you.

I shatter all your ego, you had to perform through your altar egos. 

The multiple masks that you wear were defensive. 

I understand. 

I understand your stances and so I retreated. 

I retrieved myself into my own trajectory,

Locked myself in the self-imposed cage. 

Because, deep inside I also know that,

I am too much. 

Too much to love, 

Too much to handle. 

Your depth is hollow and the water runs there is shallow. 

You cannot hold me the way I am,

I had to cut my wings to fit in your cage. 

And, you had to become a tyrant to cut down my growing feathers. 

The transition from a loving admirer to a tormentor is absolutely crazy. 

In the frenzy of passion, we lost what we have built. 

The sandy castle of love at last broke. 

So, did your ego. 

Now, you are relieved. 

Released from the inner cage of performing from those altar egos! 

©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy 

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