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No bond lasts long

Why don’t you believe in people anymore?! – Cause, I don’t want anyone to exploit...

Empty Shell

You were a beautiful chain whom I binded myself with, You were a self-built cage...

Audacity

Oh, the audacity of leaving the person you love! To walk away with steady feet,...

Nostalgia

 Why do I lose people?!  Why it has to be me always? Losing my people...

Sighs

We will live as sighs in each other’s lives.  You will keep ruminating me,  Same...

Teen Lovers in the Rain

NZ, we didn’t ever get the chance to dance in rain, right?! Whereas, we always...

Seventeen in Thirty Seven

What I am looking for,  Not another mirage in the desert,  Not another illustrious illustration,...

Tired Eyes

 My eyes are tired of looking for you. For how long will I look for...

NZ

 Your name and face are sculpted so deep in my heart, A stain of love...

Beggar

 There is a moonlight in your eyes, Soft glam that shines so bright, There is...

Memory lane

We are all stuck in the memory loop. Spinning around the lane that takes us...

Your Name

 My soul still whispers your name with delicate care, Even when guilt is running thick...

Value of Touch

Who but a trafficker of hearts would lay bare the body before those who know...

Pedastal of Ego

 I deserve to suffer, Suffer eternally. Burn in the hellfire and never resurrect. I deserve...

My Refined Version

 My refined version only you deserved it— Not the fragmented drafts I handed out to...

The Kind of Love

 The kind of face that stirs the hearts of sires,  That wrecks ships, brings disasters, ...

If it’s not a love like yours

 If It’s not a love like yours,  I won’t absorb. I won’t chase a love...

Moving On

 Moving on feels like a betrayal to me. It terrifies me from the core,  Moving...

Her

You know NZ, I am grateful to her.  She has taken care of you in...

Different

 Why do people get attached with people different than themselves?!  A distraction. A delusion. A...

Untold Sufferings

 I told you that never ask for me from me. Because, I can’t be yours. ...

Wooden Rose

 Ariana, goes to the garden every day. She stands beneath the tallest tree. One by...

Ideological Apparatus

Every human quietly shelters within themselves an ‘ideological apparatus’ of their own making— Bound inside...

Confession

 You are not someone I describe, Or, someone I project, Before dawn, before the light,...

See what silent love does to you

See what silent love does to you, You have won a miracle, Ariana, Still, you...

Overthinker

 See Adrian, they call me an overthinker, Because,I notice every subtle details,  I observe tones...

Past

 Adrian, why do we share our past with people?!  Why do we share parts of...

Exploration and Exploitation

    You say you don’t want to explore anymore,  You don’t want to exploit. ...

Forsaken

 You know Adam, Eve can forget the snakes and the apple of discords in heavens, ...

How I kill Infatuation

 The love that I kill,  Slowly poison by, The infatuation that I strangle with my...

When I sit alone

 When I sit alone,  I am actually not alone.  I am into my head,  Conversing...

Manifestations

When you are tired of playing all the hide and seek games,  All those catching...

Crime

 Is it a crime to show happiness?  After all the interruptions and disruptions?!  Is it...

Cursed

 Your love is a curse to me.  I was bewildered, misguided and misrepresented.  Your love...

Tormentor

 The tormentors want love from me now. They want devotion.  Is love and devotion a...

All The Flowers Are Dead

 The plant that I have sown in my heart is dead,  All the flowers are...

Trembling Heart

 Why does your heart tremble for fleeting moments?!  For positional people, situations and things?!  Even...

Attachment & Identity

 I am an identity, I am a character,  An image and imagery, A symbol, A...

First Love

 Dear NZ,  You know, I have lost my first love in the havoc of inauspicious...

After You

 After you, I have learnt how to paint my hands with colors. Colors of self-love,...

Accused Bee

The nectar knew what it was doing. It was conspiring intimacy between two unequals.  The...

Hands like Pearl

Hands like pearls, used to stroke your hair.  Hands like pearls, used to adore your...

Judge

I am my own judge, I am examining my standards, my limits, my bounds, my...

Cure

When humanity is dying then asking for the cure of my heart is irrelevant.  How arrogant...

Fleeting

I am not looking for a fleeting flame, Not a dazzling light that only sparks...

Strangers

 Irresponsibly you fall in love for experimenting the idea of love, to live it, to...

We Are All Dying

 How will you teach me joy and light thinking, Adrian, when you know someone rejoices...

Existential Destiny

 How will you teach me joy and light thinking, Adrian, when you know someone rejoices...