I told you that never ask for me from me.

Because, I can’t be yours. 

In my head, 

I am occupied. 

In my heart, 

There is no space. 

In my life, 

There are ups and downs.

You won’t understand. 

You can’t break the fences.

The barriers that we build internally,

The memories that we carry,

The wounds that define us,

How do you say to let go of them?!

Obscure the pain that built you in rain?!

The pain that formed me, I relish.

The loss that rebuilt me, I cherish.

The agony that guided me, I firmly stand on it.

The woes that echo my name, I won’t let them perish. 

They live within me- my untold sufferings! 

They are my shadows reigning, 

They won’t vanish!

©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy 

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