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You know NZ, I am grateful to her. 

She has taken care of you in critical moments. 

She loves you right that I couldn’t. 

She is patient and resilient.

She deserves your love, your name, your presence.

I am utterly, immensely, truly grateful to her.

She hasn’t let a lover die like a stray dog in midway. 

She listened to you, healed you.

Gave you shelter. 

She is like a still water, always there.

I am like a flowing river, never the same. 

You are settled like a civilization there on the banks.

With me, you would have to see a hurricane. 

And, I care too much.

I care too much that I don’t want you to see the storms and chaos, upheavals.

So, It’s my love and sacrifice that I let you be with her.

She is your home. 

Your peace in the chaos. 

I am grateful to her.

Whoever loves you right, takes care of you,

I am grateful to them. 

I always pray for your happiness, dear charmer! 

In my heart, I will always keep drawing your portrait. 

An innocent face with an innocent heart.

My forsaken lover in the bays!

©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy 

Timestamp: 9.23 am, Tagar

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