You know NZ, I am grateful to her.
She has taken care of you in critical moments.
She loves you right that I couldn’t.
She is patient and resilient.
She deserves your love, your name, your presence.
I am utterly, immensely, truly grateful to her.
She hasn’t let a lover die like a stray dog in midway.
She listened to you, healed you.
Gave you shelter.
She is like a still water, always there.
I am like a flowing river, never the same.
You are settled like a civilization there on the banks.
With me, you would have to see a hurricane.
And, I care too much.
I care too much that I don’t want you to see the storms and chaos, upheavals.
So, It’s my love and sacrifice that I let you be with her.
She is your home.
Your peace in the chaos.
I am grateful to her.
Whoever loves you right, takes care of you,
I am grateful to them.
I always pray for your happiness, dear charmer!
In my heart, I will always keep drawing your portrait.
An innocent face with an innocent heart.
My forsaken lover in the bays!
©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy
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