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 Who suffers, Adrian?! 

Those who do everything deeply. 

They love deeply, 

They think deeply, 

They care deeply. 

So, they suffer. 

They eternally suffer in the world of temporality.

They suffer quietly, silently, utterly, immensely.

They suffer. 

But, people around them are unbothered. 

Sometimes, they are too! 

Unbounded by any situations, 

They keep moving. 

Moving destinations are their destiny.

Moving and meeting new people,

Then, storing memories of them. 

In their memories they meet again,

Sip coffee and have a conversation together.

You know blue is the color of suffering, 

White of purity, and, 

Yellow of youthfulness. 

All the three cannot collide.

They dim each other and become black. 

Dark hue black.

They consume each other’s light.

And, at the end of the day, do you know who wins?!

It’s my buddy sufferings! 

I have befriended him.

He is so fond of me now that he never leaves me.

My possessive adamant lover loves me to watch suffering. 

©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy 

Timestamp: 12.12 pm, Tagar

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