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 Oh, I regret from the bones of my ribs 

that I lost a gentle love from a gentle man 

living overseas far away.

In another continent… 

In a distant land, 

My love has flown distantly so far away!

I lost him in the wake of time, 

I lost him due to my negligence, 

I lost him for unforeseen reasons, 

I lost him because I had to survive…! 

Do you understand 

That, I am both in charge and not in charge?!

Do you recognize the cruelty of fate?!

I lost a gentleman in the ungentle period of my life, 

Now when everything is in order without chaos, 

When time is alright, 

I can’t and couldn’t find another

 gentle love from a gentleman like you, 

Oh, my damn regrets!

So awful I am in love, 

Fate couldn’t replace what it took away.

Damn, regrets! 

A gentleman is rarely found, 

Rarely born and raised, 

A gentleman like you is rarely available, 

Oh, how could fate betray! 

©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy 

Time Frame: 12.20.25, 6.09 pm, Tagar, MIST

Evolution

You were necessary for me to evolve, You showed me what I thought love was not love actually  but compromise

No bond lasts long

Why don’t you believe in people anymore?! – Cause, I don’t want anyone to exploit my reason. How’s that like?!

Empty Shell

You were a beautiful chain whom I binded myself with, You were a self-built cage where I imprisoned myself, You

Audacity

Oh, the audacity of leaving the person you love! To walk away with steady feet, While their heart still trembles

Mountainous

 You were a mountain,  I was a shallow fountain laying low.  I could sustain you if only I had the

Silent Love

 Silently, I have loved you for decades,  Silently, I have chanted your name for thousand times.  I have scripted an