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 You were a mountain, 

I was a shallow fountain laying low. 

I could sustain you if only I had the same heights as you! 

But, you know Adrian, 

Just like Sun and Moon cannot coexist in the same axis, 

Mountain and Plane land cannot compete! 

Now, I have accumulated a length of patience to gain your height. 

I understand what you’ve been carrying all along.

The weight of high standards and memories of losing the precious. 

I have had also a fair share of losses. 

I have seen lives lost, 

Torn, 

Gone astray, 

I have seen lives stuck,

Stuck in ambition, greed, pain and regrets. 

To sustain a mountain like bond, 

One has to be mountainous. 

You didn’t lower me to a flat land. 

I rose.

I rose high. 

Higher, like an eagle, to understand how lonely it feels to carry the weight of the heights! 

©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy 

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Evolution

You were necessary for me to evolve, You showed me what I thought love was not love actually  but compromise

No bond lasts long

Why don’t you believe in people anymore?! – Cause, I don’t want anyone to exploit my reason. How’s that like?!

Empty Shell

You were a beautiful chain whom I binded myself with, You were a self-built cage where I imprisoned myself, You

Audacity

Oh, the audacity of leaving the person you love! To walk away with steady feet, While their heart still trembles

Silent Love

 Silently, I have loved you for decades,  Silently, I have chanted your name for thousand times.  I have scripted an

What We Couldn’t Be!

Life could have been different, Adrian, with you by my side! You and me hand in hand, Side by side,