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Yes, it is true; you were a part of my life

And I grieve for you. 

If a part of life had to be abandoned and shredded off, 

It is a reminder that it was a fair share of life, so valuable! 

Yes, I grieve for you, but I can’t think about going into the same pain, same hell, you put me through. 

I can’t think of a reconciliation, as every time it causes an annihilation. 

Destruction of me and there has been no cure! 

You were a necessary evil. 

I bait my heart at the wrong queue. 

Yes, I am at fault. 

Because I fell into the lure of devils, 

To fall in love was my fault! 

A crime that can’t be rewound, 

A sin that can’t be erased, 

A vice that has only swirls and turns, 

A fault that has only punishment with no redemption! 

Forever, chained with the stain! 

I see no bail, no assurance! 

©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy

July, 2023, DU

Evolution

You were necessary for me to evolve, You showed me what I thought love was not love actually  but compromise

No bond lasts long

Why don’t you believe in people anymore?! – Cause, I don’t want anyone to exploit my reason. How’s that like?!

Empty Shell

You were a beautiful chain whom I binded myself with, You were a self-built cage where I imprisoned myself, You

Audacity

Oh, the audacity of leaving the person you love! To walk away with steady feet, While their heart still trembles

Mountainous

 You were a mountain,  I was a shallow fountain laying low.  I could sustain you if only I had the

Silent Love

 Silently, I have loved you for decades,  Silently, I have chanted your name for thousand times.  I have scripted an