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For thousands of years, 

I buried a truth- 

And, my heart sank in the weight of this vehemence, 

Finally I am revealing the truth. 

I was hiding you from the world for so long….

My heart was aching to unmask it, My heart feels light and free now. 

Yes, 

Yes, 

Yes, 

You live beneath my subconscious, 

You are my unconscious, 

That I consciously try to forget, 

For how long could I repress? 

I am getting depressed, 

I loved you like a hot stream flow. 

You were my everything and you could be my everything, 

But, fate had other motives. 

Destiny departed us but not our souls, 

We have a soul tie- unbreakable. 

Whether you are present or even non-existent in my life, 

Your shadow lingers through my foot steps. 

Nobody could win my unconscious like you did.

I wish for once you could kiss me with might and let me forget how to breath under your influence. 

I wish you would return in my life like a gentle breeze without any chains, 

You have a burden now, and I wish it was cleared,

Burden of ties and lies, 

For how long will you lie with your subconscious?!  

You still do love me, look at your hidden folder and wallpaper- I am still there.

©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy 

Time Frame: 1.37 pm, MIST, Mirpur Cantonment  

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