Replaying the memories on a loop that you want to erase from your mind?!
The death of your father in front of your eyes-
Well, what a haunted scene would it be to remind yourself from time to time,
You revisit those memories-
The scream,
The death stare-
The smile,
The death bed,
Over and over again,
In repetition,
In seclusion,
One thing you too desire-
To reflect the beaming light of peace like your father’s face did in his death time!
You left a damn big hole in my heart,
The void- that never can be filled-
With no amount of love-
It could be repaired,
In the ambiguity of love,
The debt couldn’t be repaid,
The starling that crossed your window-
Struck its wing way back!
©®
Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy
Time Frame: 12.58 am, MIST, Mirpur Cantonment, Dhaka-1216.