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I told God to make me forget about you, 

But, instead of erasing your memories it strengthened more, 

Now my future is collapsing because I can’t sense a ‘us’ in it.

I never thought that after meeting you; I will live in a state of permanent sadness,

Forever I will be melancholic, and a part of me will never stop thinking about you, 

Damn!

So, I began to live in present, 

But, each day reminds me of you- your absence. 

Time is collapsing, 

So am I. 

Time is changing but not me, 

I am standing still on the borders-

Waiting to erase your memory,

But, I know it isn’t possible anymore.

Sadness of a broken dream?

A shared home?!

Perhaps, bereaving a shared destiny all at once?!

Who knows but the sad star sparkling alone in the sky knows.

It knows my wound,

It knows my loss,

And, it knows my hopes,

I want to recreate that once was annihilated.

I want to recreate anything from the scratch,

This time, I don’t want to fail, 

This time I want to complete the game, 

I want to reach the ends, 

And, I want to meet the sea,

Walk side by side during sunsets, 

I want to rewrite the story,

The narrative will be like a fairy tale,

That will say about-

One destined encounter: and, here I meet my soulmate.

©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy

Time Frame: 2:22 pm, MIST, Mirpur Cantonment. 

Evolution

You were necessary for me to evolve, You showed me what I thought love was not love actually  but compromise

No bond lasts long

Why don’t you believe in people anymore?! – Cause, I don’t want anyone to exploit my reason. How’s that like?!

Empty Shell

You were a beautiful chain whom I binded myself with, You were a self-built cage where I imprisoned myself, You

Audacity

Oh, the audacity of leaving the person you love! To walk away with steady feet, While their heart still trembles

Mountainous

 You were a mountain,  I was a shallow fountain laying low.  I could sustain you if only I had the

Silent Love

 Silently, I have loved you for decades,  Silently, I have chanted your name for thousand times.  I have scripted an