The divine sound of your heartbeat lingers with me
in my heart,
It only belongs to me,
As you own my heart…
Did you feel my heartbeat too in those brief moments?
Did you?
Did you recognize how much I love you?
Did you?
Did you see it through my eyes?
How a river of tears flowed from those after seeing you?
I couldn’t believe it,
I still can’t,
You were present in front of my eyes,
I could touch you-
For a brief period of time
and it was as if for eternity!
Those brief moments will stay with me for eternity!
As if a thousand decades of longings revived,
As if decade long thirst and quest is finished
when your lips touched mine,
As if you have crossed thousand of years and miles only to reach my lips,
As if I have been depriving myself from the sweetness of love,
From touch of your holy hands for centuries ….
As if I have been lost for decades
then I refound myself in you!
Oh, my sighs!
Oh, my regrets!
Oh, my fault!
The fault in our misaligned stars!
How can I ask you from you, if God doesn’t want?
How do I steal you from you, if he doesn’t approve?
How can I keep you stored with me, for me from you if
he doesn’t bestow me with blessings?
You are my salvation,
My ultimate blessing,
I can move the world for you, fight for you,
But, how? if the universe always keep us distancing…
Is it good or bad?
Right or wrong?
I don’t know.
My world crumbles down in front of you!
©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy
Time Frame: 12.4.25, 9.53 am, T-4, Sc & Hum, MIST