Well, Vulnerability taught me the value in authenticity and genuineness,
We are all kind of stuck in a loop of vulnerability,
Everyone is struggling with their vulnerability,
Some are financially vulnerable,
Some are socially vulnerable,
Some are personally vulnerable,
Some are emotionally vulnerable,
Some are physically vulnerable,
Some are ecologically vulnerable,
The distribution of vulnerability is uneven though but the share of it is inevitable!
In human life we are meant to suffer and suffer eternally,
So I think being happy momentarily is delusional, I don’t want to suffer in the illusion of being happy instead I want to feel genuine happiness, not chasing it but securing a place peacefully owning it completely -the fleeting chance!
Otherwise, I am comfortable in my suffering,
I don’t count two cents of scatters what others delusionally splash over!
Happiness is nothing but the subdued colours of dragging sadness!
A veil laid on it for sometimes until you uncover the hidden statue of grief and tiredness!
That constant fear of vulnerability,
To be vulnerable or not to be…..
And if so, then what will be the consequences,
The cost-benefit analysis…..
To be or not to be remains constant.
©® Farheen Akter Bhuian
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