Trauma Body

Am I storing trauma in my body?

These muscle cramps, sensations, cravings and needle like prickly flinches,

Is my body saying me something?

Is the tingling speaking the cartography of a woman’s body?

As soul can’t speak through words,

It sends us bodily signals,

So is the high priestess speaking through vibrations to me…

My body holds the sacred space,

The intuition,

The extraterrestrial supersonic speed- Telepathy,

Is my soul whimpering in pain?

Talking to me through bodily ache?

Shall I sympathize with it?

Should empathy time travel?

Should I listen to my body as my soul is yearning to me through it?

Our bodies are sacred portals,

They give us signs and signals,

Should I give in to the temptation?

The callings?

Or, should I hypnotize myself into sublimating?

In an excruciating dilemma I am in!

Farheen Akter Bhuian (Nancy)

Time Frame: 11.45 pm, MIST, Mirpur Cantonment

Evolution

You were necessary for me to evolve, You showed me what I thought love was not love actually but compromise

No bond lasts long

Why don’t you believe in people anymore?! – Cause, I don’t want anyone to exploit my reason. How’s that like?!

Empty Shell

You were a beautiful chain whom I binded myself with, You were a self-built cage where I imprisoned myself, You

Audacity

Oh, the audacity of leaving the person you love! To walk away with steady feet, While their heart still trembles

Mountainous

You were a mountain, I was a shallow fountain laying low. I could sustain you if only I had the

Silent Love

Silently, I have loved you for decades, Silently, I have chanted your name for thousand times. I have scripted an

Farheen Akter Bhuian