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I have always complained no one actually loved me, 

But, I never asked myself, why did I not find myself people who are going to love me for simply who I am- my simple being?

I have always complained nobody understood me, but, I never said to myself that it isn’t always necessary, 

Why do I need for people to understand me who themselves don’t see within them, 

Those who hides behind the shadows- 

The chaos and disorder, 

Why would I expect them to see my light when it only frightens them away?! 

Looking for order in the disorder is the vain attempt to find peace, 

Making peace with the chaos is the helpless option one can ever choose,

 Let it be! 

©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

Time Frame: 9.56, MIST, Mirpur Cantonment. 

Incapable

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