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I have always complained no one actually loved me, 

But, I never asked myself, why did I not find myself people who are going to love me for simply who I am- my simple being?

I have always complained nobody understood me, but, I never said to myself that it isn’t always necessary, 

Why do I need for people to understand me who themselves don’t see within them, 

Those who hides behind the shadows- 

The chaos and disorder, 

Why would I expect them to see my light when it only frightens them away?! 

Looking for order in the disorder is the vain attempt to find peace, 

Making peace with the chaos is the helpless option one can ever choose,

 Let it be! 

©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

Time Frame: 9.56, MIST, Mirpur Cantonment. 

Evolution

You were necessary for me to evolve, You showed me what I thought love was not love actually  but compromise

No bond lasts long

Why don’t you believe in people anymore?! – Cause, I don’t want anyone to exploit my reason. How’s that like?!

Empty Shell

You were a beautiful chain whom I binded myself with, You were a self-built cage where I imprisoned myself, You

Audacity

Oh, the audacity of leaving the person you love! To walk away with steady feet, While their heart still trembles

Mountainous

 You were a mountain,  I was a shallow fountain laying low.  I could sustain you if only I had the

Silent Love

 Silently, I have loved you for decades,  Silently, I have chanted your name for thousand times.  I have scripted an