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I have always complained no one actually loved me, 

But, I never asked myself, why did I not find myself people who are going to love me for simply who I am- my simple being?

I have always complained nobody understood me, but, I never said to myself that it isn’t always necessary, 

Why do I need for people to understand me who themselves don’t see within them, 

Those who hides behind the shadows- 

The chaos and disorder, 

Why would I expect them to see my light when it only frightens them away?! 

Looking for order in the disorder is the vain attempt to find peace, 

Making peace with the chaos is the helpless option one can ever choose,

 Let it be! 

©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

Time Frame: 9.56, MIST, Mirpur Cantonment. 

Reflections

A decade went lamenting for you, A decade spent ranting about you, A series of decade has gone by blaming

Emancipation

Faulty stars in the sky leading to a faulty love story—well, stars were not deformed. It was our own fault—a

Racing Hearts

It was nice to know you. It’s a pleasure to meet you.  It’s sweet to kiss you.  But it’s horrendous

Addiction

You were not my love. You were merely just an addiction,  Talking with you over the phone, Fighting over

Circles

Love was a priority then. Happiness was destiny. But now love is not predestined. Sometimes it’s a mistake. But mistakes

Sabotage

I was standing on the brink of a montage. But you always end up bringing about sabotage! I overcame the