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You are an embarrassment to me that I want to hide. 

You are an annoyance to me that I don’t want to embrace! 

You were a ‘Headache’ that I wanted to get rid of.

You were a monotony that I wanted to cut down. 

You were a pain in the **, I just wanted to shake you off.

You were a laughing stock, whom I took lightly, for all it was a trapping situation. 

You thought you could compel me!!?

Do whatever you want to do with me?! 

See me acing now. 

I am a rider and an escalator, and you are the stairs.

Lower your expectations now. 

High hopes are long gone. 

You should have kept your gaze down. 

You thought I was a victory.

But, to you, I am a drought. 

See me now, how I take revenge.

You were in my plot. 

See me, how I move on. 

How in the blink of an eye can I forget you. 

Replace you with my higher unity. 

The girl who was locked up is obsessed with freedom now. 

©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy

Circa: 2023, Rokeya Hall, DU

Reflections

A decade went lamenting for you, A decade spent ranting about you, A series of decade has gone by blaming

Emancipation

Faulty stars in the sky leading to a faulty love story—well, stars were not deformed. It was our own fault—a

Racing Hearts

It was nice to know you. It’s a pleasure to meet you.  It’s sweet to kiss you.  But it’s horrendous

Addiction

You were not my love. You were merely just an addiction,  Talking with you over the phone, Fighting over

Circles

Love was a priority then. Happiness was destiny. But now love is not predestined. Sometimes it’s a mistake. But mistakes

Sabotage

I was standing on the brink of a montage. But you always end up bringing about sabotage! I overcame the