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You are an embarrassment to me that I want to hide. 

You are an annoyance to me that I don’t want to embrace! 

You were a ‘Headache’ that I wanted to get rid of.

You were a monotony that I wanted to cut down. 

You were a pain in the **, I just wanted to shake you off.

You were a laughing stock, whom I took lightly, for all it was a trapping situation. 

You thought you could compel me!!?

Do whatever you want to do with me?! 

See me acing now. 

I am a rider and an escalator, and you are the stairs.

Lower your expectations now. 

High hopes are long gone. 

You should have kept your gaze down. 

You thought I was a victory.

But, to you, I am a drought. 

See me now, how I take revenge.

You were in my plot. 

See me, how I move on. 

How in the blink of an eye can I forget you. 

Replace you with my higher unity. 

The girl who was locked up is obsessed with freedom now. 

©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy

Circa: 2023, Rokeya Hall, DU

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