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You taught me how to kill my emotions and move forward. 

After doing this, I learned I killed a part of you inside of me because you were my weakness! 

You were the center of my emotions.

After killing the imaginary you, 

I came to see the real you. 

The horrible you.

The disgusting you, 

After killing all the emotions inside of me, 

I came to know the real you. 

You were just an illusory story made up in my mind, and I let you play with my mind for a long time. 

Now, I see you are nothing but a vague figure, and I had enough of your mind games!

Now, back off and get lost. 

Don’t mess with my freedom. 

I am born to rise. 

Born to run a marathon,

I owe to no one, and nobody owns me. 

No more now, not again. 

You were a loser whom I treated like a king, just remember!

©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy

Time Frame: 24 Feb, 2023, Rokeya Hall, DU

Reflections

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Emancipation

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Racing Hearts

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Addiction

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Circles

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