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 As long as you love me,

I won’t remember any of the past affairs,

As long as you love me for who I am- my core essence,

I won’t be thinking about anyone else,

The ‘Tabula Rasa’ of my mental slate will be cleaned,

As long as you love me,

I will be free from all shadows that I am wrestling with,

The demons evoking me to run away-  I won’t.

As long as you love me, hold me, understand me,

No theoretical jargons will overcloud my mind,

No such influences will over ride.

Feminism, toxicity, masculinity, feminity, patriarchy-

Ego clashes!

Yin and Yan,

Clash of civilization,

Nothing will matter.

As long as you love me – 

I will draw a entire new cartography out of the nowhere,

You will be colonized under my spell, my charm and bounded to my arms,

My warmth will make you forget your lower culture,

You will be transformed ethereally, 

Level up your consciousness baby! 

I am a high priestess,

Love me and see the world of yours change.

As long as you love me,

I will be the best you have!

I promise I will treat you better,

I am faithful like hell,

When love reigns in my veins,

I only think about my own vessels,

My feuds and lands,

You will be my territory- captivated,

You will be my colony that I will supervise. 

I will be the ‘maiden archetype ‘,

We will make history!

If you are with me and you want fame,

Will make you immortal in the lands of mortal, 

Cause I am a new dimension- a portal, 

I will create an entire new world order for you, 

My sovereignty will speak for you then!

Time Frame: 9 am, Morning, dew, Mirpur Cantonment, smelling coffee. 

Reflections

A decade went lamenting for you, A decade spent ranting about you, A series of decade has gone by blaming

Emancipation

Faulty stars in the sky leading to a faulty love story—well, stars were not deformed. It was our own fault—a

Racing Hearts

It was nice to know you. It’s a pleasure to meet you.  It’s sweet to kiss you.  But it’s horrendous

Addiction

You were not my love. You were merely just an addiction,  Talking with you over the phone, Fighting over

Circles

Love was a priority then. Happiness was destiny. But now love is not predestined. Sometimes it’s a mistake. But mistakes

Sabotage

I was standing on the brink of a montage. But you always end up bringing about sabotage! I overcame the