Every time I give someone a place above me,

I get hit badly, 

Every time I show utter obedience, 

In return, I only get setbacks, 

Each time I try to trust someone blindly, 

I get betrayed and taken advantage of, 

Every time I hope for some care, 

Some importance, 

Sidelined, I remain!

Expecting from wrong people and contexts is at fault, 

Choosing wisely is the cure though, 

Resurrection is possible- but how many times ?

I am tired of playing a phoenix role, 

Rising from the ashes always from time to time.

Born to be a ‘Phoenix,’ but now I am tired.

I need some love, some care!

I am human too!

©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy

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