Silently, I have loved you for decades, 

Silently, I have chanted your name for thousand times. 

I have scripted an epic love story, 

Painted it with stardust and inked it with thunderings. 

Wondering, whether you still think of me, 

Whether you would still love me the same?! 

You and I were separated like a geography torn down into halves, 

Now like a seat caveat I live beneath and keep crossing the borderlines. 

There are so many troops guarding me, 

And, obviously there are internal barricades that I wouldn’t jump. 

You are beaming with happiness and glow, 

I know somebody loves you right. 

You are doing all well in life, 

I know someone prays hard for you and shakes the heaven’s throne to make things bright. 

Your smile is still the same, 

Your eyes shines diamond like, 

You have grown a dimple and a mustache, 

And, seeing you creates a hole in my heart and the heart aches.

I whimper in pain, 

My entire body is in agony, 

In pain. 

I would like to paint the entire world in red. 

Red because of the bloodshed. 

Internally, I have bled thousands of time. 

Yes, I am in love with you. 

The kind of love that doesn’t want you. 

You remain in my heart whether you are present or absent in my life. 

Stay blessed, my blue tulip in Atlanta, 

I am already a wrecking ship. 

A nymph lost in the precipitates.

©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy 

Timestamp: 12.37 pm, T-4