Reminiscent

No amount of self-love can make me forget you,

Neither the distractions.

Work disguised as healthy distractions could not dissolve a fraction of your memories.

I am suffering eternally and internally,

I am suffering in my deathbed waiting to see a glimpse of you.

A decade passed, still I am in love with you.

A decade passed, still I couldn’t find anyone like you.

Oh, the precious jewel of mine,

I am in a bereavement of losing you.

Doomed in the eternal hell fire of guilt and regret,

I keep circling around on the same point where I left you.

I am my own spade, slowly I am killing everything good left in me.

I am my own disaster, I sway everything with real intensity,

Electrified for the new but terrified for the old.

It’s a life story turned blue.

It’s a love story turned in hue.

It’s a turnover of a repeated telecast,

Each time I return to the same place where I left you.

Alone, holy and uncompromised.

Unknowingly I have loved you for an eternity,

But, never could be with you.

©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy

Timestamp : 1.55 am, Tagar.

Incapable

Now you know, The permanent damage that you’ve done. They call it survival, But, I named it silence. A disease

Numbness Towards The Collective

The sadness in my eyes has numbed the empathy towards the pain of the collective. I no longer read the

Contempt for the Culture that Shaped You

In knowing you, little by little, I cannot deny, That the flaw was not in your nature but in the

Asymmetrical relationship with the cockroach

The cockroach did not know that evolution never taught humans to befriend it, And, It didn’t learn to hide. It

Blue Whale

There was an ocean within me once, It was deep,blue,wide. In that deep blue ocean- Tides shone so bright, Faith

No bond lasts long

Why don’t you believe in people anymore?! – Cause, I don’t want anyone to exploit my reason. How’s that like?!

Farheen Akter Bhuian